Oh yes, did i forget mention. hehehe.

I went to Rheingoldehalle yesterday to read my papers and to try get my thoughts sorted.

it's really beautiful, it's a forest next to the Rhein river. Trees there are tall and skinny but bushy at the top, so instead of being imposing like amazonian trees they look like friendly treants looking down on you.
There i was, below the slope next to the walking path, the weeds and dandelions are tall, so nobody can see me there. My resting place is actually a short walls of logs stacked together, it looks like obstacles for dogs, i don't know. But i think it's clean enough, with a lil bit of friendly ants and mites.

I rested my bicycle on the logs and jumped upon the lumbers. Took out my readings and allow the sun to shine onto my paper. Natural illumination! haha. Then, there were subtle wind blowing from my back and as the wind stops occasionally, I can see the dandelions flowing in timeless space and resting on me occassionally, yet taking off almost instantly.

the birds were chirping in sync as well. not so in sync like what we hear in compositions, but you can find harmony in them and the songs of different birds can be pieced together form a melody, that's what i did for the first 15 mins of my time and when i got stuck.
I play with the music in my mind.

I kind of understand why people of the past seems to be better creators/composers than today.

mmm, a intellectually stimulating environment! (: